Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Dear Every Guy Who's Ever Wronged Me:

All I can do to counter the pain you caused me is to keep on loving him.
Harder. Better. Faster. Stronger.
He loves me and I owe it to him to love him.
And I will.
And I hope some how my happiness will spite you.

I'm sorry for my flaws.
Actually, no. I don't apologize for anything.
I did what I could. I am who I am. Forget you for not appreciating me.

Haha. I win. I'm in love.

Monday, December 15, 2008

P.S. I Love You

So I had been wanting to see the movie P.S. I Love You for some time now. I don't really know why, but the title and the cover of the dvd drew me to it. Little did I know that *SPOILER ALERT* the girl's husband dies untimely. And from then on I bawled every 6 minutes or so. It was kind of destined to be a tear jerker and I probably never would have got around to watching it if it hadn't been on HBO. The whole premise of the movie is that the deceased husband sends letters to his wife from the grave (actually it's through her mom, but whatevs) to aid her in grieving and moving on from his untimely death. Yes, it was a little creepy and sadistic to an extent, but kind of sweet.
However, what made me feel like this movie was worth writing about is the fact that it's movies like this that deal with real things faced by those in love that makes me realize exactly how much I care about someone and just how in love I actually am. Also, it makes me realize just how devastated I would be if I lost someone that means that much to me.