Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Welcome to the Dumps, Population: Me

My hormones have me under their command sometimes and it's days like these I wish I had a y chromosome.
I've been very on edge and easily upset.
I feel like I'm not able to access my full creative potential.
I feel academically inadequate and unable to comprehend simple things.
I feel physically incapable of being beautiful.
I feel really sad and crappy and I really just want to cry and for someone to say that I'm wonderful and everything will get better.
I'm scared that I will never have a decent job and will live in debt the rest of my life.
These are all real fears I have that really shouldn't be relevant at this point in my life, but they are.
I'm sad and scared and forgetful and uninspired.

"I've been around a mirror enough
to know it's hard to change.
We're like magicians when we dream
but we wake up... nothings different."

The Faint, Mirror Error

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