Saturday, August 30, 2008

It's Been A While

No idea if anyone is reading this anymore, but who cares. I kind of had to abandon the photoblog for the time being. I feel bad, but I know my school work will suffer. Also, my social life is thriving a bit too much to be wasting away on the internet these days.
About a month ago when I last updated this, I was pining over my ex, quite obviously. I was told by a very knowledgeable friend that when you really like someone and then don't see them for a long time, you forget the negative things and really only remember the good times. You make that person out to be something wonderful that they truly are not. I didn't believe it until it happened. I thought things would be awkward and I would throw up or something, but the more and more time I spent around him in normal situations, the more I realized he's kind of boring to me. We really don't talk much and he generally just doesn't capture my attention like I thought he did. I never loved him and now I have that closure.
Plus, it helps that I met someone better than that. Trey is different and it's great. Even when he tells me I'm gorgeous, I know he doesn't just mean physically. Our personalities just mesh together really well. It's kind of like a mirror of myself, except he's a guy. He's really easy to get along with and I'm really comfortable around him. It just feels right to me. We communicate and we have good chemistry. When you meet some one that understands you on your level, you just know it. I like this whole moving on thing. It's pretty sweet. I won't get too sappy just yet. I'm just quite content. After a lot of soul searching and finding my identity this summer, I knew what I wanted and it kind of just fell into my lap. And I'm very thankful that it did.

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